29th april 2011

   i was so damn excited to go home. i really want to meet my beloved homies. it was Friday ; hari anugerah kecemerlangan. andd ofcourse , i was not involved. i passed some hours doing nothing. it wass boring okay. i know i should finish that time studying but i don't know why, i don't have the mood to study. some hours passed , i stepped out from my class and straight to hostel as i told you, i was excited. on the way to hostel, i was kinda worry. i felt like i was late and i thought i'd missed the bus. i ask a form 4 student , "kak maryam ada tak?".

   she replied , " dia dah balik dah."

   my tears automatically dropped off. i felt deep inside me, so sad as i can't go home. no one could figured out that feeling. no mater what, i wanna go home. so i've to do something. i searched for warden but i can't find her. my tears can't stop from dropping. i was like , 'cuakk gilaa'. then, i go back to hostel to find some help. i must go home. i must. i have to get my homework; elemen 1 sejarah done. when i reached the stairs at the hostel, the form 4 student who i asked just now said to me, " qilah, sorry. kak maryam adaa. yg dah balik tu orang lain." *Alhamdulillah*. fuhhh , i relieved. thanks God. Finally, i can go hoooommeee. =)

truth to be told , i was sooo sad on that time. haha